H. returns in Hyech’on after an absence of forty years and tries to rediscover his identity. He evidently lived somewhere in the vicinity when he was a small boy but he cannot remember anything. His memories only bring dim fragments of voices, fragrances and fleeting moments which might have been important then but may not have anything to do with his existence. Like a blind man he stumbles between day and night, light and darkness, seeking something to grasp hold of as he tries to find his past. Is he being devoured by a yearning for his lost childhood paradise even though there is no way back? Or is he being driven by a desperate attempt to seek out his roots and find some kind of sense to the time that has passed? H. is no longer that black-haired little boy whom an American soldier took under his wing and led away from his destroyed land during the Korean War. But now he must cross the threshold of his own memory so that, like a pilgrim, he can find a place to which he can return.